I seriously feel like my life is just one big humongous joke right about now. I don’t know why people walk out of my life and then later on they come back as if nothing happened trying to fix things. Why? Like what is it about me that makes you come back?! Why’d you even leave in the first place? Why now? I have so many questions for you, but I can’t even trust your word or your answers and that makes things feel like they’re so irreparable.  What about me makes you feel like you need closure? Did you realize that all those people that you were among were just occupying space? That they were all there but you still felt alone anyway? Too bad you found out too late and that you had to let me go in order to know what I was worth. What makes me even sadder is the fact that I could say all these words right now, but that’s only because i’m bitter; it’ll pass. Next thing you know i’m indulging in every one of your words, all over again. Inevitably. The worst part of it all is that I know what’s coming and i’m sure i’m going to let happen again because i’m that much of a lightweight.